today i booked a flight to the gold coast to see my brother. it will get me out of this funk.
i will be there for a week. it won't be as cold as melbourne. i will eat burritos. i will write. i will exercise. i will tick off some things that i put on that list earlier in the year.
i need to work to pay off this trip. i need to work to pay off my previous trip. i need to work to pay my rent. i need to work to keep me busy.
i'm now going to spend money on theatre. i don't need to, but i will.